(Christina) Pizza or stroganoff? and stuff

17/07/2013

Did you know people in coffee shops don’t like it if you take their plastic forks?

It was very sneakily done I feel, I swiped it smoothly; and felt a pair of eyes burning my back. I turned around to see a waiter murdering me with his glare. I felt bad. I slyly looked to see if they had an eftpos machine, and they didn’t.

So I casually ordered a coffee, knowing that waiter was watching me, and on the verge of shooting me.

Then I asked the barista if they took card, and after he said no, I acted dissapointed and said sorry thanks, I don’t have cash. Bye. Don’t look at the waiter.

At least it looked like I was intending on buying something there so he could rest his suspicious mind.

I’d bought a chilli tuna can from coles for lunch, trying to be all healthy and all. I was at Wynyard station, bumming for a few minutes while my train to Penrith was arriving. Hurry up.

I’d just gone to St Patrick’s 10:30am mass at Wynyard and having seen two people I know there, I had run out at the end fairly fast before they saw me, doing the typical mental debate over whether i should face my social fears and say hello or leave.

But yes, I left. Then felt terrible that I had focussed on such a silly question, and consequently missed the whole point of being at church.

You know what, Penna!? No one gets as stuck on things and thinks as much as you.

Let go a bit!

Why do you have to complicate the most simple things?

State of origin tonight! Yeahhhh bru. Not really all that keen, i don't know the rules.

I’ll gladly watch it though, since my flatmate loves it and I don’t want to dampen her spirits.

19/07/2013

Laaaa di da di da. No schedule.

Okay, a to-do list:

1.    Go get blood test at kingsford

2.    Visit yarraton, say prayers

3.    Figure out about uni enrollment mix up at student central

4.    Go for bike ride over lunchtime/arvo

5.    Clean up, make nice dinner for g and g

6.    Go to mass at 5:40pm

7.    Eat dinner

What should I study? Chemistry, music. That’s all I know so far. Perhaps I should take physics. But that might be pain for no reason.

Astronomy would be tops.

Zoology would be cool too. Wait, no that would be boring.

Who invented the line, ‘just do whatever you want to do’? It causes a lot of pain, because it is assumed that doing what you ‘want’ is the easiest thing; surely everyone knows what they enjoy.

No, its easier instead to have what you ‘have to do’ laid out infront of you, where your only task is to try to get through it, instead of having to get stuck on the idea that its not even what you should be doing.

I have had a brainwave. Imagine buying a motor scooter in italy, and making your own tour (aka no plan, make it up as you see it), just go wherever. Stay at relatives', see the sights etc. I could sell it again before i go home.

Off to get a blood test.

I’m back! Following my list for once! Up to point 3 but didn’t do point 2.

Ok crap, what subjects do I take!

I have no goal, really.

What do I do?

Eat.

No, don’t eat, don’t do that, you just got healthy again from eating too much yesterday.

Its raining, I cant even go for my much loved bike ride. Oh well, all you get to see is just streets and more streets and its barely even worth the effort.

I hate the city!

Wow, i so love our flat! I think I've learnt from my flatmates that putting in effort to make your home look homely is totally worth it. If you are considering the expensive nice rug to the crappy cheap one, get the nice one.

You'll be seeing it every day, and you'll forget how much it cost one week after you get it.

Christina: Enrol, doofus.

Penna: In what? Ok talk to dad about subjects, he might have some good input.

Christina: No, don’t do that, i’ve discussed it so much with him. Over it! Just put anything down.

Penna: BUT if I do that though, il end up studying half heartedly and give up like usual, thinking I have to do something else.

Christina: No other option, I don’t have any interest in anything else.

Penna: Put down anything. Enrol now.

Christina Penna (finally united): Okay, I will! Good! Made a focus for myself for the next half hour!

Maybe im just a really lazy person!? Its actually laziness, that’s what it is!

Ok. That’s it, I’m gonna enrol in anything, and stick with it.

I’m going round in circles. I’ve said all this before.

I think I’ll make beef stroganoff tonight.